Starts off with a bowl full of emotions. Haha, how else do I put it. Why do people always think about the past even though it hurts? I dont understand why you have to spend half the day regreting about everything. Why cant people just really move on and be happy. Is it so hard to forget about relationships?
I've never really felt so hurt before. I can barely look at myself in the mirror without thinking. What went wrong. I definatly do not want to rush into any relationships right now, but it would be nice to have someone around again. But what if the someone I want around is a definate 'no no'. What do you do then?
Some nights I would lay in my bath tub listening to sad korean songs and just dwell, its what im good at. I dont know what else to do. I miss being really happy. And not faking it..
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