Alittle lesson learned.

I don't write blogs often anymore, when I normally do it's because I have had an emotional wreck or I need to get something off my chest.
This is one of those things.

I understand falling for someone. Trust me, I do. I've fallen so hard for someone I feel like I could never get back up again to the way I was. I've had the feelings you had, I've felt the love you felt, and I loved like no other. But in the end, know that friends will always be here for you no matter what. Don't lose your friendships with what could not last. I felt like all the dramatic and stupid things that has happened to me...it made me feel strong at times, strong that I can still go on knowing my life wont ever be the same. At the same time I feel weaker than I have ever been. No longer with him.

In the end, just know that relationships can't be your world. You cannot be revolved around something that wont be there all the time for you.

There are reasons I am the way that I am in front of her, and there are reasons you are the way you are in front of him. I understand that completely. Don't forget what she has said to you before. The words that hurt you so badly, and they hurt me as well. Knowing my bestfriend deserves better. But for you I was going to try to make things work too, just like what you have done for me. I might not be the best at hiding the way I feel about people like you do, but I will certaintly try.

And another thing, we argue non-stop. I am tired of all of it.
I said I will always be there for you, and I always have been. For EVERYTHING.

But I am not always gonna take all this bullshit.

--"wind"

What I say to that blog?

Deal.