fuck it

I hungout with San last night, We had such a good time smokin, drinkin, and eating :D
I miss hanging out with all of my old friends and knowing that we can't go back to what used to be anymore because of the decisions that has been made, But knowing that I still had them around were great. I miss them all. A couple of stupid things happened last night that I dont even want to think about.. I felt like I should've takin more responsibility in what happened. But you know what?
Fuck it. I am done with trying to fix everything. Im done with it all. Why am I supposed to always be the one to have to apologize first? Or the one who just has to give in? Its to the point where I just dont care anymore. I shouldnt give a damn about a douche bag like that anyways.


I'm glad I had someone.. there for me last night tho, I dont know what I would do without him. He made me realize a lot.

I dont want to deal with anymore drama that has to do with the past. So starting today. Im telling myself just to say 'fuck it' to everything.

It was over. So let it be over.