Homecoming

Was a lot of fun, at the same time I felt sad the whole time. I really did wish Michael went.
He is one of my best friends and he understands me so well. I hate how we fight all the time. I honestly sometimes dont even know why we do. It drives me insane sometimes thinking about how much we always fight about the stupidest things, but then again I feel like after we sort of get closer. In a way. Hah. I dont know what to think.

Last night..
I really didnt mean to just leave like that, but what pissed me off the most was when I went to dinner with a couple of my friends at Sushi Domo. One of my friends decide to be a dick and acts all cheap wanting me to pay for the whole meal and bitching to me about it. I mean seriously? How rude is that. We all go to dinner together and he expects me to do everything. IF this ever ended up being 'more than just friends' thing, Im I supposed to be the god damn man in the relationship. It was pathetic. And it made me furious. And thats why I left it at that. And went with Jimmy. I felt bad but at the same time I didnt care. Because Im tired of people expecting me to pay for everything all the fucking time like I always have fucking money. I dont want fake friends like that, that use me for money. So if you are one of those people. Leave me the fuck alone.

About the person I like? Ugg, Just gonna get over it. He cant be anymore of a jerk to me. I dont want to give him the present anymore.

no bday present for you. >:/